TERKEDU

Tak pernah terpikir bnde ni akan berlaku. I never imaging being in that situation. arggghh. Ya ALLAH, the minute i saw him in the restaurants, i was like *%@$*)%^. rse nak lari pecut dr situ. hmm, rse mcm nak jerit ANYONE TAKE ME AWAY! PLSSS. serious i'm not strong enough. ahhh.

ADUUHH, pastu ddk menghadap pulak tu, could it be worse? sy mcm cacing kepanasan kat situ. perasann bercampur2. one thing for sure is i didnt look cool infront of him. LOSER GLER DOEE. -..-entah la it's complicated to explain n complicated to handle. aghhh. when ever around him, i'll be the LOSEREST (wujud ke word ni, hehe! bantai) person in the world.

Suddenly, it bring back all the memories. should i be happy or what? ape hikmah disebalik semua ni er?? hmm, mybe ALLAH nk sy ingat mase lampau sy yg telah mematangkan sy kot before i start new life at KMNS, KOLEJ MATRIKULASI NEGERI SEMBILAN. pray for me there. :)

ACT, sampai sekarang sy tak dpt chill lg. semua brg yg sy pgg jatuh. mkn tak lalu, 1st time sy tak abis mkn smlm, kalo tak licin pinggan sy. hehe, AGHHHHH. i try to think in positive side from this situation, DROP ALL THE NEGATIVE THINKING! one thing FOR SURE IS I LOVE HIS SMILE. :) sy dpt tenok snyuman die yg manis sekian lme tak tenok.* GEDIK. his smile make my day. :)

whai dida syg. SORRY SGT2. serious ak tak berniat. ak dah anggap ko mcm kakak ak kat mktb dulu. gedik2 ngan ko. manje ngan ko. :P sorry sgt.

nmpk tak mke ak yg comel ni meritih maaf dr mu. huhu. sob sob. ily man. :)

yes, saya sangat sedih, terkedu, tersentap. speechless. mcm2. if the picture is not clear, i got dipl perakaunan at uitm which is my 2nd last choice in my upu's form. :((( sedih sgt. ramai gler kwn yg dapat ape yg dorg nak.TAHNIAH KORG! GOOD LUCK. :) mesti dorg happy sgt. tak pe lah ni mybe ujian dr ALLAH. sy terime tapi byk yg sy perlu sy fikir? nape sy dpt dipl perakaunan? nape yg tak dpt imipan sy which is senibina? adkah senibina bkn yg terbaik utk sy sbb tu Allah kasi sy yg ini? ataupon ALLAH nak bg ujian kat sy? nak suro sy usaha, ikhtiar utk kjr impian sy? tak seperti org lain yg bertuah dpt ape yg mereka nak. otak sy serabut. keliru sgt?

tolonglah YA ALLAH, permudahkan jalan hamba mu ini. berilah petunjuk yg mne terbaik buat sy. sy tgh pull myself together utk menghadapi ujian ini. sy tau ALLAH takkn bg ujian kat org tu melainkan die tak upaya nak menanganinye. pray for me guys. sy pon tau sy patut bersyukor at least i do got the offer, alhamdulillah.

for those yg berjaya n gembira dgn rezeki anda. TAHNIAH! good luck guys. :), for those yg tk dpt. rezeki di tempat lain. tngkan diri.

2 days in a row.

Adoiii, 2 hari berturut2 kne kejar anjing. boleh FOBIA mcm ni.

TODAY, sy n ubaidiyah dgn semngat n banggenye jogging pagi slme 4 hr meninggalkan rutin kami. tapi hr ni jog kat dlm kwsn perumhan je. selalunye kat stadium slyg. jadi start la warm up ngan jalan dulu. SUDDENLY, ade ANAK ANJING KUAR DR RUMAHNYE KEJAR KAMI. ubai dh cabut dulu. sy tak sedar lg. dgn TERKEJUTNYE, JANTUNG MCM DAH TERKELUAR BERGULING KAT TANAH DAH, BRU SY LARI. Anjing tu dekat je ngan ak. sat g anjing tu stop kejar n masuk umah die balik. PELIK TAPI KAMI SGT2 BERSYUKOR. adoii, blom ape2 ag dah lari pecut dah.

YESTERDAY, sy n ubai again jalan nak g umah faiqa. then dkt simpang nmpk anjing lari. padahal bkn nk kejar kitorang pon. tapi kami dgn CUAK nye lari masuk dlm umah sy. adoooooi. FOBIA NYAHHH!

rindu sgt ngan mereka. n i want to watch jb's movie.

Today rsenye last movie jb:never say never kat wyg. n sy tak dpt tenok. :(((( tak pe la. pull yourself together izyan. it's okay. n sy teringin sgt nak jmpe mereka2 dlm gmbr2 ni. tp apekan daya. masing2 ade tanggungjwb msing2 n lg pon sy bg short notice. tak boleh la nak letak high expectation kat dorg n tak boleh salahkan dorg. tak pe lah, KITE HANYA MERANCANG ALLAH YG MENENTUKAN. tak pe lah.nnt ade jodoh kite bertemu. but bfore msuk u n matrix semua la. :)

mesti best kalo ade a day out with elevation. wahhh, tak leh bygkan mcm mne. hehe

hoping sgt dpt having a day out ngan semo ni. mesti runtuh shopping complex tu. haha

suddenly, i adore her.

who? i'm sure all of u know the one n only YUNA.bru terase minat die like a second ago n terus post kat blog. rse kagum dgn die. act sambil post ni. sambil tenok yuna inspired kat youtube, episode yg sy dah termiss, hehe. she's inspired me to chase for your own dream! :) bring malaysia ke mate dunia. cehhh. over ko. hehe. but it's true. melihat seorang pemudi berjiwa besar seperti ini, membuatkan perasaan ku berbuak2 nak go adventure the world! yes, i do not know who is yuna in reality, i just concluded what i saw in yuna inspired. n it really amaze me. n i love her sense of fashion too. :) love you yuna just like i love jb. haha. keep it real.

NOGORI.

Alhamdulillah, PERMOHONAN ANDA DITERIMA. :) sy dapat matrikulasi nogori sembila. hehe. dulu ckp utare la ni nak ckp nogori lak. rmai batch sy elevation dpt negeri sembilan. roomate sy dlu pon dpt nogori. TUN NURUL AMALINA.

KEPADE elevation yg lain. TAHNIAHHH! kepada yg dapat utare lagi. :) kuat btol jodoh ngan utara.sprti dida, sherry, bila. hehe n dpt tempat2 lain jgak tahniah! merantau la kite lagi yer. kalo pegi la. tapi most of us still waiting offer from upu kn? so do i! :) berdoalah kite agar dpt yg terbaik utk kite. :) amin

kepada yg dpt. dun worry. rezeki ALLAH ade dimane2 aje. :) Allah still simpan yg terbaik utk kite.